I am Fine

 I'M FINE 

I’m fine. One of the biggest lie ever. Many people say they’re okay but the truth is they are not. It so easy to pretend and make others believe that you are perfectly fine but deep inside your hurting. The sadness is killing you and what’s worst is that its killing you softly. It weakens your entire system and it will reflect through your eyes. We can’t deny the fact that no matter how hard we keep the sadness within ourselves it can always be recognize through looking directly in the eyes. Through the eyes we can determine if the person is truly happy or not. But sometimes its better to tell them you’re okay than to explain the reason why your sad.

Do you know what your problem is? 

You get attached, fast. And once you’re attached to someone, you do everything you can to please them and make them happy. Even though that means that you’ll sacrifice your own happiness, you’ll still do it for that person. You get too selfless. It’s never been about what you want, it’s always others before your own.

You give too many chances to people, who do not deserve them. They take advantage of you, and you become a pushover. But you’re okay with that, because they’re in your life and that’s all you ever wanted. And, even if they screw you over, you’ll still be there for them. Because that’s you, that’s who you are. Once you get attached to someone, they get your heart and they always have a place there. That’s why it’s so hard for you to let go.

And it’s sad, because it’s so hard.

And the Buddha said let go the attachment.

And here comes the sad reality

 is this, not everyone is meant to stay in your life forever. So don’t lose yourself to others, it wasn’t really your fault that things went beyond your control. It’s okay to grieve for a time, cry and write it all out if you want to, there’s nothing wrong with what you’re feeling. But don’t let yourself slip away in the process. Gather yourself up and go redeem yourself. Life is not over yet. The pain you’re going through right now is just the beginning of your story - just one of those chapters. There’s a lot of reasons why you should just keep going, don’t let that one reason to discourage you and hold you down.